Your body shape and your physical abilities
Thursday, January 8th, 2009This collection of information changes faster than your body. Although your body shape and your physical abilities change over time, they don’t change as quickly as your mind. Have you ever thought about how fickle your feelings of self-worth are? One moment, you are King of the World, a truly magnificent person. The next minute, you are in despair with feelings of inadequacy and weakness. You are full of life’s meaning and motivation one second, but succumb to despair and emptiness the next. If your body changed sizes as capriciously as your mind, you would change your clothes thousands of times a day. That is how unstable and fleeting information is.
Prof Ilchi Lee observe your body. It breathes. You breathe when you are asleep, when you are no longer conscious of your own ideas of self-identity. Who, then, is breathing? The collection of information that you mistakenly think is you is not the main protagonist in the activity of the breath. In fact, you are not breathing; breath naturally happens in you. You can purposely end your life, but you cannot purposely keep your life going. The expression, “my life” is actually an oxymoron, a result of ignorance and mistaken assumption. You don’t possess life; life expresses itself through you. Your body is a flower that life let bloom, a phenomenon created by life.
When you say, “My body is mine, but not me,” you have realized that the real “me” is a self-perpetuating, eternally existing process/entity called life. You can call it the Tao, true self, nature— it doesn’t matter. It exists without your understanding, beyond the realm of your information. It exists by itself, for itself, and of itself. When you say, “My body is mine, but not me,” you have realized who’s the true master of your breath, your life. I would like to call this realization “meeting the divinity within.” This is the second insight.
Life is suffering. Birth is suffering. As long as you are mired in the illusion that your body is you, life cannot be anything else but an endless cycle of suffering and pain. To know that life is suffering alleviated only by intense moments of happiness, is the first insight. To realize that a spark of divinity exists within you, in midst of suffering and emptiness, is the second insight.